Today, I am grateful for my man, who likes to cook fish for me when my mom is out of the house. I would be apescatarian if I could only afford it, which means I guess I should go vegetarian?

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Today I am grateful for new friends in my own town that I can actually consider peers. Last night I was invited to dinner with the Bartlets, and they fed me with food, drink and conversation. Good times.

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I am grateful for my dad being willing to leave behind the stationary recumbent bike so I can start to get back into the swing of eating right and exercising regularly. Today was only 40 minutes because my heart no likely, but it's a good start.

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This is too short for an LJ blog and too long for fb, but lets do it anyway: The incident west has me doing a little internal reflection, and it occurs to me that I've reverted back to my childhood. I rarely got close to people because it was not common that I knew them more than 8 months: either I moved or they did. Then everyone started dying ( Read more... )

I haven't been on LJ at all for nearly 6 months. Longest stretch yet. Since LJ seems to be the most reliable way of documenting my life, let's recap.

1) Relationships

Well, after 3 months (which would put it in late September), Jon left me for a girl he crushed on in college. The one that got away, as it were. That morning, it was " I love you, i can ( Read more... )

Swamp house. Black. Truck. A new life with jon. At the time, I was so happy. Now I feel sick. Too fast.

At pennsic. Pillaged village has changed. Upon seeing the previous years on the wall, Courtenay and I realize I don't have a medallion, and she runs to camp or troll for me. At night, everything is deserted. I go to the center of "town" so that ( Read more... )

Wow. Its been a minute since i caught my lj up. In extremely brief terms:

In January, I briefly dated a Richmonder that was an amazing environmental artist. We spent a little less than a month together, as he was moving to Arizona. I knew what it was. I signed the waver. Despite being a borderline shrink, he didn't understand why i would be bummed ( Read more... )

I might just be stating the obvious for those of you that know me well, but man, I really hate dreaming. They're always disturbing and prevent me from resting. It's like going to a really shitty night job, then waking up and taking care of my grandmother.

This morning, I dreamt that I couldn't breathe, and the wheezing was giving away our position. ( Read more... )

Yeah, ever since I switched to chrome, windows 7, and started cifoti, I find that it's been hard to keep up with lj.

Still hardly living at home, so I've been making an effort to travel and see the friends I haven't had time to see. It's also got me reevaluating who my friends are, and doing a little self discovery.

Turns out I really did have a ( Read more... )

He started to cough up blood. I called 911. Then he became a faucet, blood pouring from his lips. I stayed on the phone, but decided I should drive instead. The hospital was waiting for us and ready, but there wasn't enough time when I found him unconscious on the floor in a pool of his own blood. I was afraid to move him. I called his brother, and ( Read more... )